But Don't Look Back in Anger

Maybe I was taken for granted. Maybe not. Maybe I was delusional to ever think that there was something between us. Or maybe he just wasn’t the one. And maybe I should just live up to the reality that I am not that lucky girl. Sure there was sometime between these craziest turn of events when the insecurities struck. You know when you start asking yourself if there is really something wrong in you. Are you really that unattractive and stuff? Why guys keep turning you down.

Maybe I was naïve. Well, maybe I was plain stupid. But hey I decided to give people the benefits of the doubt. And it turned out fine. It wasn’t disappointing at all. Best best friends said I shouldn’t deny my own sadness. But hey I am all right. Well, at least now, you know i-can-see-clearly-now-the-rain-has-gone thingy. I mean it when I said nomatter what I’m gonna make everything all right. I did the things I had to do. Laid it all out in the open and ended it elegantly. Just like the way it started, couldn’t be more beautiful. That’s the least I can do. And no I won't say things like so much for those two long years.

I was once thinking that why did when I was starting to believe, thing like this happen. I was once assuming that perhaps it wouldn't be much of a wonder if I don’t meet the man of my dream for the rest of my life. I just wouldn’t be that surprised cause I've waited for so long you know. But then, I knew I was just biased. And you believe things will get better for me and everyone. You’re still hoping that great things will eventually come your way. Cause that’s just the kind of person I was born to be. A believer.

Cheers. And when I said cheers. I actually mean cheers ;)